So I'm two months post radiation and fatigue is still out of control. I sleep enough and still wake up tired. It's aggravating. You feel like now that the worst of treatment is over, I should be back to normal and I'm not. It seems like it's harder to make it through the day than it was through chemo. I'm pushing through, with no end in sight though it's harder to push through because I don't have a goal I'm pushing towards. I don't know how long I have to push through being exhausted. Work is crazy. Not stressful to me, but nonsensical and thus, aggravating. So much pettiness.
On an update note: 1) Hair is growing back; 2) Nails are still fungusy; 3) toenails are still messed up; 4) Face is bouncin back; 5) Chest is tight, but color is evening out; 6) Echo came back normal; 7) Go back to Surgeon and Plastics next month. Things seem to be going pretty good, except for the fatigue.
Went on my cruise, slept my vacation away and don't regret not one nap or early night. It was a great week. I wish I would have come back rested, but I guess there is no such thing at the moment. One of these days I will wake up and be back to some kind of normal. Wishing I was back on the boat or a beach. Sigh. Next break will be July. Hopefully kids will be here in June. I miss them terribly. The fam too. Looking good..smokin hot..tamoxifen got me out of whack..periods and hot flashes..what fun!
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